IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO, YES?

A man texted his girlfriend good morning and she then responds *of course* happily with good morning and then a conversation is established in an instant. But just think, what if the brother didn't text her good morning? Would he still hear from his girlfriend that morning, or possibly that entire day? My topic for today begs to ask the question why does the Man have to always initiate the conversation? Women the Man has already showed you his interest in you, he has wooed you over with charm and sass and he has taken a genuine interest in your conversation by inquiring about your passion.

I'm not sure I can speak for all Men but I'm sure there are those out there that true gentleman like myself who put themselves out their like myself and do BOLD things to get that Woman's attention and friendship; and when it is obtained we expect you to communicate in return. Yet it looks like a lot of Men have to keep poking the wood to keep the fire going. Why is this the case? Us Men show that we care by contacting you at least once or twice *for me at least* a day, yet if we were to stop texting or calling, for just a day it's hard to even get a good morning from you.


I'm not being annal I'm just saying that it just seems that we have already showed you how much we are interested, could you at least show us how interested you are in us? Could you not randomly text hey, or hi as a way of saying "Haven't heard from you in awhile so talk to me" Really Women, Really? If the man kisses you, talks to you at least once or twice a day and truly has an interest in your life then could you at least text and or call him and not just say hi but actually have a conversation? Just saying, hit me up on twitter or google+ with your opinion thanks.

Temptation

Every Man and Women must endure it; sadly it is a battle that we constantly fight. Some can overcome it easily for others the battle is a losing one. I would like to sit here and tell you that I have the upper hand on defeating temptation in my life yet sadly this is not the case. As a man who is a believer in Christ Jesus and God, fighting temptation has been a battle that I have yet to concur. In an ideal Christian world I would be known as a backslider or look down because I didn't maintain my V-Card.

This is why I don't follow religion but that's another discussion. For now I wanted to talk about how temptation seems to have a stronghold on my life and maybe, just maybe you could relate. Ever since I was a little Jit *Black people slang for child* I always had an interest in girls; *that cooties phase only lasted like 2 months till I discovered Hide & Go Kiss* So as a little boy I started to see girls differently at age 5-7. Having a girlfriend in elementary became a big deal to me. Other girls tried to take me away from my girl at that time *Her Name was Lucy-Never Forgot* and in the 90's living in NYC there are plenty of fine females; but I say all that to say I started young.


My reason for this sudden change I believe is because of my birthday. The traditional day where lovers link up and loners dive off a cliff- Valentines Day- my wonderful birthday. I swear to you every time my birthday comes around my sex drives increase's and my SWAG takes off like a Rocket set for the Moon.
Being a believer in God and his son Christ it has taught me how to curve my lustful habits into righteousness. Yet anyone who knows anything can tell you that if you don't remain diligent to something it soon fades and your journey gets tiresome and tedious. Shamefully this is my plight and current status; something has kept me here in this constant back in forth of reading God's word and gaining insight and growing and then the other half of the battle the flesh wins.

Mark my words every time I'm in this state, if I get the opportunity or find the right women who can understand my *NEED*It's a wrap. This ladies and gentleman scares me, because I know what I am capable of doing and if I like it, it will be awhile till I stop. If anyone can relate to this please feel free to Direct Message me on Twitter: bkteen247@hotmail.com. Let me know if you too have trouble battling this fight as a Christian or in general both men and women, and if you have discovered a way to overcome this hunger then please share. Thank You.

Be About It

The time is now! This day has come!



The day of Victory; victory is Won!

 

Whats seen at first, is not what seems



their false; their lies, all but a scheme.



Your life is Victorious! That's it's new theme.



So raise your head and show teeth that beam.



Today this day has come; Go live Your Dream!

Grace From Above

 

The day starts a new, and my expectations rise

yet to my surprise I often ponder my demise.

Why is this? You say; but the answer my friend has hidden it's face

All I can do Is give God praise.

For Grace he given me which I deserve none of. Yet this grace was a gift;
yes FREE Straight From Above

 

Jeremy Sylvester - Everybody lets party - BACK TO BUMP EP

Jeremy Sylvester - Everybody lets party - BACK TO BUMP EP 

Posting my latest poems while jamming to House music. Oddly enough I sleep to this music. It's True.

Ignorant Bliss

What life I spin this web of mine;
what life I spin what such a lie.

There's  hurt and pain yet my face is the same;
my life; my flaws; whom to blame?


Whom me you say? What have I done?
Just live my life in crates of fun.


I''m lost; I'm sad; who cares it's done
just drown my life in waves of fun!

Lets Bring It

Are you ready to heed the call that blares loud throughout creation?
The many that hunger to know his word
Throughout the nation

Let’s take our sword which
Pages are sharp to a
Touch

Let’s take our sword
To present his Gospel with a bloody clutch

His Name!

Not worthy am I of this which you present and place upon me.
So many wrongs my thoughts hold tightly locked in.

Vile things and Imaginations are made real within my fallen state of mind.
Unmentionable things that produce form which tend to linger and project’s at  inopportune times.

But his grace; his mercy; his love, and his  Word form the exit which I run through.

This exit ……this valve……I turn with great might.
These thoughts head toward me slowly and began to make their way at me.

With two twists of the valve it opens to where outer darkness can be found.
Holding strongly to the sides of the walls of my mind, all these thoughts fly at break neck speeds through the valve into the abyss of darkness.

Fighting to reach the door, I finally manage to shut the valve.
Nothing now remains but silence and emptiness.

…….But at the mention of one name.
That name, which brings glory and joy to all that is lost.
This name died for our sins.
The wonderful name of “Jesus”!

Suddenly thoughts of righteousness are formed.
Scripture began to pop up in windows of memory from times of past studies.

Visions of living for Christ in the future play like videos of prophetic Rewards
Now come to past.

My Mind is now consumed with the righteousness of God.

What Happened?

Lost, is the feeling to mend that which is true

 

I said I would no longer be this way



I promised I'm threw.



Yet back in loves arms again crawl I with yearning and fear.



Who is this part of me which is covered in despair.

Poems.

Poetry is the window to ones thoughts,hurts,joys and sorrow's and what we get out of those experiences. It's about the way we view and see life. To me poetry is a field of words that form together when the wind of creativity blows in and paints the picture of ones thoughts and experiences.

This Blog I have created to share those deepest and private thoughts along with my poems, to allow you to look at and admire " The Shades Of My Mind".