Temptation

Every Man and Women must endure it; sadly it is a battle that we constantly fight. Some can overcome it easily for others the battle is a losing one. I would like to sit here and tell you that I have the upper hand on defeating temptation in my life yet sadly this is not the case. As a man who is a believer in Christ Jesus and God, fighting temptation has been a battle that I have yet to concur. In an ideal Christian world I would be known as a backslider or look down because I didn't maintain my V-Card.

This is why I don't follow religion but that's another discussion. For now I wanted to talk about how temptation seems to have a stronghold on my life and maybe, just maybe you could relate. Ever since I was a little Jit *Black people slang for child* I always had an interest in girls; *that cooties phase only lasted like 2 months till I discovered Hide & Go Kiss* So as a little boy I started to see girls differently at age 5-7. Having a girlfriend in elementary became a big deal to me. Other girls tried to take me away from my girl at that time *Her Name was Lucy-Never Forgot* and in the 90's living in NYC there are plenty of fine females; but I say all that to say I started young.


My reason for this sudden change I believe is because of my birthday. The traditional day where lovers link up and loners dive off a cliff- Valentines Day- my wonderful birthday. I swear to you every time my birthday comes around my sex drives increase's and my SWAG takes off like a Rocket set for the Moon.
Being a believer in God and his son Christ it has taught me how to curve my lustful habits into righteousness. Yet anyone who knows anything can tell you that if you don't remain diligent to something it soon fades and your journey gets tiresome and tedious. Shamefully this is my plight and current status; something has kept me here in this constant back in forth of reading God's word and gaining insight and growing and then the other half of the battle the flesh wins.

Mark my words every time I'm in this state, if I get the opportunity or find the right women who can understand my *NEED*It's a wrap. This ladies and gentleman scares me, because I know what I am capable of doing and if I like it, it will be awhile till I stop. If anyone can relate to this please feel free to Direct Message me on Twitter: bkteen247@hotmail.com. Let me know if you too have trouble battling this fight as a Christian or in general both men and women, and if you have discovered a way to overcome this hunger then please share. Thank You.